this time tomorrow it will just be me and my baby boo at the beach!

“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.”

― Bob Marley

Has anyone ever sang outside your window to get your attention?:
nope.

What’s the nicest thing someone has done for you this week?:
Eric sent me an email on Monday saying how much fun he had with me the past two weekends. It wasn’t anything big, but it was unexpected and sweet. And it made me smile.

What’s one thing you won’t forget about this summer?:
this summer will definitely be memorable for many reasons.

Are you worried about anything right now?:
getting everything ready for tomorrow.

Is there a song you can’t stand listening to? If so, what is it?:
moves like jagger

What’s the last website you visited?:
twitter

What’s one clothing brand you will never wear?:
bebe, ew

Do you look more like your mom or dad?:
good mix of both

What types of guys/girls will you never date?:
douchebags.

Is there someone you are currently envious of? If so, why?:
nah

Do you burp loudly at the dinner table?:
no

Do you use your manners or do you not care?:
I use manners

What is something your parents always nag at you about?:
selling my snake haha

What kind of laptop are you using and would you recommend it to others?:
macbook pro, hell yeah!

Was the last person you texted a hottie?
it was my mom.

Is anything bugging you right now?
how fucking cold it is in my office.

Are you single?
nope

Last time you were truly happy?
right now

Have you ever felt replaced?
nah

Do you trust all of your friends?
yes

Currently wanting something?
yes

Drunk this weekend?
yes

Do you think there is ONE girl out there that actually completely understands you?
yes

Are you one to just give up?
nope

Do you know how to let go?
yeah

Do you regret anything?
yeah

Shit happens right?
yes

Are you happy with the choices you’ve made?
for the most part

If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?
fall

Do you usually apologize first?
nope, I’m stubborn.

Do you believe what goes around comes around?
yes

Have you ever sent a text to the wrong person?
don’t think so

Do you think it’s a bunch of bull shit when people say “I have no regrets”?
kinda, but I’m trying to live without regrets, meaning I don’t want to dwell on the past when the present and future is so great.

Has anyone told you they don’t ever wanna lose you?
yes

Do you ever use caps lock?
sometimes

Do you look people in the eyes when you talk to them?
yes

Think of the last guy/girl who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
my parents? yes.

Do you think you will be married by the time you are 35?
I hope

Do you think it’s possible to be friends with someone you wanna be with?
yes

Do you know what it’s like to have to move on without wanting to?
yes

Who’s the last person you texted? Have ya’ll ever kissed?
my mom… yes, like pecks and stuff

Is there anyone you wanna go back and try thing’s out with for a second time?
nope

Think back to May, how was your love life?
it’s may and it’s great.

Is there anyone that you care more about than yourself?
yes

When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them or let them go.
let them go usually.

Boys are always good with their words, am I right?
not always

You’re getting ready to go to bed, and the last person you kissed shows up, what do you say?
yay :) so glad you’re here

What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
I’m sure it was about Eric.

Do you trust your gut instinct?
yes

If someone asked you what you wanted, what would you say?
money

Has a girl ever stayed up with you all night? A guy?
yes and yes

Who was the last person you had a serious talk with?
Eric

Do you like where you live?
yes

Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
maybe

Do you remember who you liked a month ago?
yes

Is it easy to pretend everything’s okay for you?
yes

Did anyone see your last kiss?
possibly, we were at the softball field.

Is there someone you used to talk to every single day that you don’t talk to anymore?
yes

Where was the last place you hugged someone? Who?
parents at their house

Do you ignore people when you’re mad/upset with them?
yes

Are you starting to realize anything?
yes

Are you okay right now?
yes

Is there anything you can never forget?
yes

Are you stubborn?
yes!

Has anyone told you that you’re amazing?
yes :)

Do you get along with girls?
yes

Have you ever cried uncontrollably on a boy’s shoulder before?
yes

Looking back, did you ever think you would be where you are now?
not so much

Do you remember who you had feelings for December 2009?
yes

Is there that one guy/girl that you’ll always have feelings for no matter what?
no

You’ve just had an argument with the guy you like, you walk away. Do you want them to leave you alone?
depends on the situation, but most likely I’d want them to follow me.

Who were you last in a car with?
Eric

Think of the last person you kissed, when was the first time you talked to them on the phone?
October 23

Has more than one person ever told you they’re in love with you?
yes

What time did you get up today?
7:30

Who was the last person you were on the phone with for over an hour?
Eric probably

Have you ever slept on a couch with someone?
yes

Who called you at midnight on your birthday?
no one

When was the last time you saw your mom?
Sunday

Last place you fell asleep other than your bed?
Eric’s bed

What is the last thing you drank today?
water

Who was the last person you talked to in person?
Nick

Was your last kiss a mistake, will your next one be?
nope and nope

Do you have a thing with someone?
yes, he’s my boyfriend.

Do you dislike/hate anyone?
no one comes to mind

Is it easy for someone to make you smile/laugh?
yes

Do you ever choke on your own spit?
yes haha

Ever feel like you’re not good enough?
yes, not so much anymore though. Eric makes me feel great about myself.

What’s standing in the way of what you want right now, if anything?
work… haha

The last person you kissed is kissing someone right in front of you. What would go through your mind?
I’d be absolutely shocked. and hurt. and speechless.

Are you scared of moving on?
nope

If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
sure

Anything bothering you?
yes

Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight?
I should probably talk to Eric about plans for tomorrow but I’m not sure if that will happen

How’s this month going for you?
pretty good so far :)

If someone asked you what you wanted, what would you say?
money!

Honestly, who are your last four texts from?
Sarah, Eric, Erin, Jess

Has your boyfriend/girlfriend ever stayed up with you all night?
yes

Have you ever stayed up all night on the phone?
yes

The last person you kissed started with a S or J?
nope

Are you afraid to grow up?
nope

Are you looking forward to anything?
tomorrow we go to the beachhhhh! :)

Do you open up to people easily?
I’m getting better

Ever been called a bitch?
yes

Could you use some sleep right now?
yes

Have you ever crawled through a window?
yeah

Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
yes

Would you prefer being locked in a room with your ex or your worst enemy?
umm I don’t know who my worst enemy would be. Locked in a room with my ex would be awkward but not horrible.

Do you ever think what if?
yes

Who was the last person you wrestled with?
Eric haha

Has anyone ever told you have pretty eyes?
yes

Is confidence cute?
yes

What color is your underwear?
red

Describe the shirt you are wearing?
blue ruffly tank top

Have you ever cried over a text message?
yes

Delete a year of your life, or start over in a new town?
delete a year

How exactly are you feeling right now?
cold, hungry and wanting to start getting ready for tomorrow!

Ever cried while you were on the phone with someone?
yes

Do you like little kids?
they’re okay

Do you want to see somebody right now?
yes

Have you ever kissed the last person you texted?
my mom, yes.

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Eric :) it was such a good picture!

Are you going to have a baby by the time you’re 18?
I’m 23 so no…

Its 12am, you wake up crying. You call?
probably no one. because no one I would call would answer hahah, deep sleepers.

The shirt your wearing, does anyone else have it?
I’m sure.

What should you be doing right now?
work

Do you believe in forever?
yes

Are you currently fighting with someone?
nope

Do you think age matters in relationships?
ehh yes somewhat

What are the chances of you getting high in the next 24 hours?
0

What were you doing at 2 am?
sleeping

Who’s thinking about you right now?
Eric, if anyone.

Do you like being in or out?
both.

What is the weather like right now?
sunny and warm… wish I could be out there, it’s so cold in here.

Are you any different now than you were a year ago?
yes

Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
nope, not at all

Who was the first person you talked to today?
Eric finally replied to my text from last night this morning

Are you gonna be home tonight?
yes

Has anyone gotten on your nerves lately?
yes

Someone knocks on your window at 2 am, what do you say?
how the fuck did you get to the second story?!

Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
when I catch them

Do you feel awkward when strangers say hi to you?
nah

Do you hate being alone?
ehh kinda.

Are you a morning person or a night person?
night

Are you a forgiving person?
yes

What do you usually do first in the morning?
snooze my alarm

Are you excited about this weekend?
YES!

Does it bother you when someone says they’ll call you and they don’t?
yes

What are you wearing on your feet?
black flats

Do you have good memories with old friends?
yes

If you died today, would your life be complete?
not at all

Are your parents married or divorced?
married

Have you ever come close to dying?
nope

Are you eating?
nope

Tell me about the last person you kissed.
he’s the most incredible guy I know.

Do you wear makeup?
yes, not much though.

Would you ever have plastic surgery?
breast reduction.

Do you smoke?
nope

Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
no, but sometimes I use my pillow pet as a pillow

Have you been in love?
yes

Do you like flavored teas?
yes

When you were younger, did you have a swing set or a playhouse in your backyard? 
yes. we had a swing set with rings, a slide and a playhouse with monkeybars, a rope swing and a sand pit underneath

What got you into surveys in the first place? 
I just take them when I’m bored

If you could have any job at this moment, what would it be?
the full time job here…

Do you have any pictures on Facebook that you uploaded a long time ago and are embarrassed of now? 
yes, that’s why I removed them haha

Is your mall nice? 
yes, people come to concord JUST for the mall

What are you listening to? 
nothing

Do you burn incense? Or oil? 
neither

Do you smoke weed?
nope

Do you like to post song lyrics for your Facebook status? 
nope

If you could play any instrument, what would it be? 
piano

Do you like little day trips? 
yes

Do you cook when you’re bored? 
no, I bake more when I’m bored.

Do you still like to burn CD’s? Or are you more of an MP3 player kind of person?
I use my iPod

What would your ideal house be like? And where would it be? 
don’t feel like explaining haha

Do you go to Warped Tour each year? 
nope

Do you prefer rainy or sunny days? 
sunny!

When you were younger did you read the A Series Of Unfortunate Events books? 
nope

Do you have a Sonic near you? If so, what’s your favorite drink from there?
yes, don’t go there often enough to have a favorite drink though

Do you buy all the limited edition things? 
nope

Do you have any pets? 
yep

Do you have that one friend who only seems to talk to you when they need something? 
nah

Will you be voting in the presidential elections next time around? 
yes

What is your favorite magazine?
cosmo haha

Do you still buy music? 
when people give me iTunes gift cards

Do you enjoy being outside? 
yes

What’s your opinion on Waka Flocka Flame?
whatev

Do you go to the gym? 
yes, but not enough

Who was the last band you saw live?
the fray

Do you have a lot of jewelry? 
yes

What was the first cell phone you ever had? 
lg flip phone!

Do you like Kid Cudi? 
he’s okay

What’s your favorite scent? 
I like fresh cut grass, honeysuckles and chocolate chip cookies baking

Do you like dancing?
yes, although I’m HORRIBLE at it

Do you have any idea what you want to be for Halloween? 
probably won’t dress up

Do you like to do craft like things? 
yes

What’s your opinion on KFC?
ew

Do you like Degrassi? 
yes

Do you like to cook? 
not really

What’s your favorite color nail polish? 
green

Have you ever heard of City and Colour? 
nope

What is your favorite thing about your favorite season? 
weather, football, etc.

Does the future worry you? 
yes

Do you believe prayer really works? 
yes

Do you and a friend have friendship bracelets? 
nope

Do you like tie dye? 
yes

Are you one for stealing signs? 
I’ve done it before haha but not often

How do you feel about autotune?
I’m not gonna lie, I like a lot of songs that are autotuned haha

How have you felt today?:
COLD, but okay for the most part

Who are you talking to right now?:
nobody

Do you think that you’re a good person?:
yes

What are you listening to?:
nothing

What are your plans for this Friday?:
I’ll be at the beachhhhhh :)

Are you missing someone?:
yes

Has anyone ever told you that they like you more than a friend?:
yes

Do you have a secret that you’ve never told ANYONE?:
yes

How do you handle stress?:
run, sleep, paint, bake

Kids then marriage or marriage then kids?:
marriage then kids please

You look at the clock and it’s 11:11, do you wish?:
no

Are you dreading tomorrow?:
no, very much looking forward to tomorrow!

Who sits behind you in your math class?:
not in school

Have you had sex today?:
no, I wish.

Do you have trust issues?:
I trust people too easily.